I think this might help someone so I’m posting it. Wellcast is a wonderful channel and it has helped me feel better about myself. I have noticed more sadness in both my friends and some people in the Markiplite/Markiplier’s heroes community.
For Those Considering Suicide
I have felt this from time to time sometimes I wish I could go into a coma and never wake up. I realize though that I have friends both in real life and on the net that they would miss me if I wasn’t around anymore. Mostly I don’t want to die rather I just want to sleep til everything gets better and wake up. I know that comas don’t work like that…. I hide a lot of things from my followers. Which I’m going to be revealing some things in a sort of autobiography. I hope that you guys might read. To also show, that life might get you down, but standing up is the best thing you can do.
(I have insomnia due to past events and the emotional pain that comes with them I would heal myself with tylenol PM. I know that that is very unhealthy and bad. I’m trying to find ways to cope, without substances. So I still have my faults…Revealing this hurts, I don’t want my friends/family to be disappointed in me. U.U I’m sorry. Now I only take the pain meds when I’m actually in pain and I draw my feelings out. I’ve done this in the past and it still helps.)
I no longer have these thoughts and when I do I can bring myself out of them, thinking about my friends and family I might hurt.
I also have a family member who struggles with suicidal tendencies. So when I say I understand. I really understand. I have had those thoughts, I have a sister who has those thoughts. I have lost friends because of those thoughts. I have saved one friend from those thoughts. If I can stop someone from leaving, I’d have the world.
I promise no matter how bad life pushes me down I promise I’ll always get right back up. I can be stubborn lol.
Even though I don’t know any of you on a personal level I would miss you.
I’m thinking for some of you this might help. They have a ton of videos to help you work through whatever you might be feeling.
Here’s more that I think might help you that helped me:
Automatic Thoughts (I know that the example is school but automatic thoughts happen with everything. The more emotional side they kind of go into. I’ll say that when I have automatic thoughts its around: I don’t know anything a person my age should know, I’m so stupid, These thoughts aren’t true. I’m a noob. Nothing is wrong with that. With knowledge I’ll be less of a noob lol)
I hope these videos will help you how they’ve helped me.
Remember there’s people, including myself that will miss you if you leave. I also think this little song might help: I JUST THINK ITS CUTE and its also helpful.